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"Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren’t you anymore? If you were suddenly gone, how would your world react? Whatever you imagined is wrong. There’s nothing romantic about death. Grief is like the Ocean. It’s deep and Dark and bigger than all of us. And pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet. Persistent. Unfair. Diminished by time and faith and love."- One Tree Hill "

"That night we talked, we talked about life, about our times together. Maybe we aren’t the same two kids we once were, but some things never change. Some things last, and even though I didn’t know what was going to happen to us or where we were going, I just knew I couldn’t let you out of my life."

"If you ever decide to go, I want a warning. You know, big flashing red lights and one of those clocks that counts down like a bomb in a movie? And there’s a whole bunch of colored wires and I’m not sure which is the right one to cut but I guess the green one and then at the last second, no, the red one, then click, it stops with three-tenths of a second left but then you don’t leave. Like that, okay?"

"And if the rest of my days went like this, I’d be happy. We’re so wrong, but so right, and I love it. I’m going to make the most of every second I’m with you, since I don’t know when it’s going to be over. You’re sweeping me off my feet, and I like how this feels."

"As I say the words, I realize how true they are. and maybe that’s the trick to getting through it, through life: realizing that everybody, including ourselves, is lugging around some kind of screwed-up baggage. Maybe we are put here to help each other carry the loads."

"You get to her. You make her cry late at night. You make her scream at the top of her lungs. You make her second guess everything you say. But she’s not about to admit it to you. Her pride is too strong. but really, would it matter anyways?"

"When you love someone, its never over. You move on, because you have to but you take them with you in your heart."- Elizabeth Chandler, Kissed by an Angel

It's amazing, really, just how much pain the human heart can take. - Nora Roberts

"I think of all the times you told me I am beautiful but I just can’t help but wonder how much of me you really see."

"There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they’re good, or bad. You just love them. It doesn’t mean you’ll be together forever. It doesn’t mean you won’t hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it."

"I need someone who can keep up with me. I want someone aggressive, who pushes me to my breaking point, where I just wanna scream. Someone who will tell me that I’m not always right, and that sometimes I have to apologize for what I do wrong. I need someone who’s gonna set me straight because no one has ever cared enough about me to try."

"We live in a world of worse-case scenarios. We cut ourselves off from hoping for the best, because too many times, the best doesn’t happen. But every now and then, something extraordinary occurs. And suddenly, best case scenarios seem possible. Every now and then, something amazing happens. And, against our better judgment, we start to have hope."

"I suck with words, but sometimes words aren’t the thing. Love isn’t about words, it’s about what you do. And what I did, running away, it was stupid. We both know love is a big, scary, evil concept. But if you feel it, it’s going to follow you around like a hungry dog. I didn’t mean to say that love is a dog. I just mean I’m not going anywhere. I love you. If love beats us up, lets just beat it up right back. We can do this. If you’re ready to make the jump, I’ll be right there to catch you. - How To Deal"

"I want someone to fall in love with the way I laugh and the way I smile. I want someone to listen to the ramblings of my inner child. Someone who touches my face and brushes the hair from my eyes. I want someone who loves me or at least holds me like they do. But I only want that if it’s you."

"You know, “I love you” is one of the greatest originally unoriginal phrases ever created. I mean it just seems so easy to say, three small, simple words that anyone can come up with. It’s been said about a billion times before, in every love story, in every relationship. But when you’re on your last sheet of paper, struggling desperately for the right words, it’s beautiful. I love you. And when the right person says it to you, and means it, it sounds like the most amazing combination of words in the English language. Not only that, but it sounds like it was written just for you. So creative and wonderful is the phrase “I love you”."

"They say that time can only help you or destroy you. I on the other hand have been have experienced both the sides on the coin of time. Time heals all wounds”, sometimes true. Whenever I am completely frustrated or discouraged beyond belief, I know with a little time and space everything will be okay again. Time makes you older, because it has to. It makes you wiser. But time also changes people and not always for the better. I’ll be leaving soon and it will only be a matter of time before you move on and forget all about me."

"You don't choose who you fall for, you just fall. And you get this person who is all wrong, yet so right at the same time. You know that you like them so much, except sometimes they drive you completely insane and no one can explain it. The reason it’s so confusing is because it’s love, and if you didn’t have any challenges, what would be the point?"

"I hate that feeling when you know what you feel, but you just can’t seem to find the words to say it. You like, just want to scream and yell and pull your hair out, but you know people will just think you’re crazy. And maybe that’s just it… maybe you are crazy. Maybe that’s why you can’t describe what you’re feeling,because nobody has ever felt the same way as you. Yeah, that’s how it feels. It feels like you’re all alone. You have this crazy sensation, good or bad, and you just want to share it with somebody. You look around for somebody, anybody that looks like they might understand. Then, after this crazy man-hunt for somebody that understands how you feel, you wish you had never found them in the first place. Yeah, somebody can relate to you, it’s good to feel understood. But I think, deep-down, all of us just want one thing about us that makes us different from everybody else. We want to be a little misunderstood, so that others have something to envy about us. You had that feeling, but now so does this other person. Then it feels like they’re taking a little bit of your glory, taking away a little piece of you, and now you have to share. You’re not different or unique, because somebody feels the same way. Everybody needs to be original, everybody wants to be something new."

"As hard as it was to move on, I think I’m finally okay with how we are and at some point, we both wish we didn’t ignore each other like that. I’ll be forgiving you, just like you were forgiving me. People make mistakes, second chances are okay. It’s like a weight has just been lifted, I can finally breathe and not worry about what he will say, or when he would’ve finally stopped ignoring me. Because now I no longer care.. he doesn’t concern me. I just wonder if he’ll come back to me, wishing he would’ve never screwed things up. I just hope our friendship can have another chance, but if this is the way it was meant to be, then I’m honestly okay."

"Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you’re not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. The big moments are gonna come, you can’t help that. It’s what you do afterwards that counts, that’s when you find out who you really are."

"He constantly asked what she wanted to do, where she wanted to go, which film she wanted to see, what type of food she wanted to eat. But he wasn’t sycophantic or excessive the way doting man could be; he came up with wacky choices and interesting options she had never come across before."

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